Next to you, your next to me..

5 september 2008

Hey guys.....actually im lazy to write at my blog..kinda no mood rite now..hmmm..im abit upset and shocked cuz my closefriend had to go the hospital for a check up..however,i found out from him that he had to go for operation..He suffered from apendicts i think..When i heard about that, i felt really2 dissapointed cuz he's my closefriend..Usually he is the one who share problems with me all the time and i cant afford to lose him...But i felt relieved when he had undergo the operation successfully....

I've visited him just now at CGH around 5pm...Looking at his condition,i felt that everyone has his/her own sickness and i believe that we should treasure our lives. I've asked him how he feel during the operation. With satisfaction and relieve, he sighed and told me that everything went fine.He could feel his soul wandered around hoping that he can revive once after operartion..Well Muslim believed that we should at least say the 'kalimah' before anyting bad happen to us..I've felt very eased to hear that he'd say the kalimah..Alhamdullilah.

I've asked these questions to myself:

Do I feel guitly when my friend is sick and suffer more than me?

Am I a responsible friend who cares for others?

If I were to be in their shoes, how do I feel,regrets or accept my fate and don't grumble?

Is this my final and last day living in this world?

Will I get to see my family and friends again?

What can I do to convince others that Life is full of challenges and dificulties?

If Im a bad person right now,will I ever change my attitude to be someone useful towards my freinds and family?Or just continue with my ---- behavior till the day I die?

These questions are still playing in my head.Maybe those ques are related to you right?

Well friends, I do hope that we pray hard for those who are sick whether they are our parents or someone close to us...Cus they are our precious ones..